Forward, forward, forward.
Always.
Can’t look back; can’t look now.
Forward, forward, forward.
Always.

I can’t bear to think of her.
I can’t bear to think of him.
Rushing to find the next task
To numb my aching mind.
A poor substitute for memories.
But when they hurt this bad,
Can you blame me for shutting down?
If I just…
If I just keep….
If I just keep going….
Always, always, always,
Forward.
Will I leave them behind?
Do I want to?
My feet are on shifting sand,
I chipped away my rock.
These distractions are breaking me.
I just want to rest.
I know You’re out there.
I know I’m pushing You away.
Forgive me.
Heal me.
Keep me.
Steady, steady, steady.
Always.